Fuck.. Don't know what hit me just now. I kind of have slight Period Mood Swing (PMS).
I'm starting to miss some fuckers. Like really really.
I'm usually not so affectionate though. But knowing that you all are not gonna read this, is kind of relieving. Cause i'm usually the extreme badass right?
I think i pretty much had this feeling triggered after a chat with an old friend. LOL! Fucker him. He might read this, but screw him. :)
Well.. I kind of agree if he didn't initiate to talk to me, i would have just completely forget about his existence.
HAHA!! Not that i'm an asshole.. Is just that at times, you know! LOL! Like what people say "Friends come and go" and i'm kind of busy with my life.
Ya.. I know it's just an excuse. But i don't know how to cover it up already.
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I have to admit that i'm not really a good friend as i always put my own interest before others and thinking that they would do the same if they were me. And the worst part, i hide secrets from them even when they share their darkest secret with me. Not that i'm secretive or what, i just find it irrelevant to tell them.
Maybe i'm just too independent. Ha! Right..
Though you all might not know, but i do treasure the memories we shared. LOL! Okay. That is a lie. But fuck it! I just want to make it sound that i'm nice. Assholes!